This week I wept alone in my clinic room after praying for God to heal the brain tumor in a 20 year old girl. She plays guitar for her church and her mum teaches Sunday school, and with Jesus in our midst we believed together for God to miraculously heal her. I have long struggled to ask God (fully believing) for miraculous healing, so it was my depth of belief, trust, and hope in that moment which left me emotionally cracked open. As always with bad diagnoses, I encouraged her to use this physically painful season to joyfully wave the banner of God’s sovereign goodness. (Phil 4:4-7)
It’s OK to hope for God to miraculously heal, and it’s OK if He makes it happen in the moment we pray for it, or after months of modern medicine. It’s also OK if He chooses not to heal, but instead ignites an entire community through the joyful testimony of a young life trusting God and worshipping Jesus as Lord with every breath until her last. None of us can guarantee tomorrow, but there is eternal peace and purpose in fully trusting God for today.
With these thoughts fresh in my heart, and eternity in my perspective, I was pleased yesterday to receive an invitation to attend a local Seventh-Day Adventist church from a friend (Jenny) who works in our Outpatient Clinic. This was in fact our third attempt to find a free Saturday to attend her small SDA Lotu, but the Spirit always makes a way where God has a plan. I recall accepting Jenny’s first heartfelt invitation a few weeks ago, her bright Jesus-smile spread ear to ear, while thinking to myself “what does SDA believe again?” Well I spent an evening reading about the SDA church (READ HERE), and discovered a family of believers who love Jesus and the Word, and like so many other denominations, have a few unique traditions (like church on Saturday, among others). I think I am like most Christians, loyal to the denomination I know, while uncertain about the others and less likely to attend them. The Spirit gave me peace about it and I expected He would make a way for us to attend if it was meant to happen.
We awoke this morning (Saturday, April 26th) to a steady chilly drizzle and enjoyed quiet devotional time by the warm gas-lit fireplace. Pennie and Solomon devoured cereal as a special treat and had their own books to enjoy. I have been reading through 1st Corinthians and today I slowly digested chapters 12-13, my heart refreshed with so many profound truths about the Body of Christ, Spiritual Gifts, and the kind of love Jesus empowers in His followers.
We were ready to leave for church by 10am, but then discovered the vehicle we reserved for the drive had a dead battery. In the moment I felt a mixture of disappointment and peace, the typical momentary flesh versus spirit response to unforeseen changes in plans. But I also felt a strong call from the Lord to push on and get to Jenny’s church, one way or another. The solution ended up being quick and painless with Missionary brother Don kindly bringing around another truck to give us a jump, and then we headed off Station picking up Jenny and a med student named Laura along the way.
The SDA lotu was not unlike many other small local churches we have visited - tin roof, dirt floor covered with plastic, no pews, and a small altar at the front beautifully adorned with an amazing display of local flowers and leaves and garden produce. At first there were maybe twenty adults and children present, but the congregation grew to at least 50 by the time our lively opening worship concluded. Over and over the worship leader and congregants shouted “God is good! All the time! And all the time! God is good!” Over and over the name of Jesus was proclaimed with the word “Powerful” shouted after. HE was indeed present in the room as a spontaneous time of prayer erupted into every voice proclaiming His greatness in prayer and beseeching His presence for the service.
After concluding worship and giving tithes/offerings, there was a short time for testimonies, and the Lord had given me a word to share from 1 Corinthians 12:12-13. I wanted everyone to know that we felt a oneness with them as members of the Body of Christ, pulled from very different cultures and backgrounds, but baptized by one and the same Spirit. As I stood to share, Rachel pulled my arm and whispered with some urgency that Jenny had just mentioned I was to be giving the sermon. In other words, don’t share too much because you’re about to get up and deliver a whole sermon! Well THAT wasn’t expected, but again in the momentary clash of flesh and spirit, anxiety was crushed by a deep sense of thankfulness. I stood to give thanks for the church welcoming us and briefly shared the 1 Cor 12 verses. Thankfully, a group then stood up to share a song, which gave me a moment to gather my thoughts and seek the Lord on what to share for a sermon. The threads of being united with Christ, to bear His Love to the world, as one body, started to weave together in my mind.
The body is a unit, though it is made up of many parts; and though all its parts are many, they form one body. So it is with Christ. For we were all baptized by one Spirit into one body - whether Jews or Gentiles, slave or free - and we were all given the one Spirit to drink.
A few minutes later I took to the stage armed with my English NIV Bible and the PNG Buk Baibel, and confessed in Tok Pisin to the smiling crowd that I am nothing special, but the person of Jesus resides in me, and His Words will be given to them today. After lifting up the time and my words to the Lord in prayer I turned in the Buk Baibel to John 15 “Jisas em i diwai wain tru” (Jesus the True Vine), or our translation “The Vine and the Branches” parable. I encouraged them that these verses would be especially clear for them to understand as expert gardeners, carving out a living every day in the rich soil of these PNG Highlands. In the moment I began reading, the words became increasingly difficult to see and I realized an ocular migraine was starting in my right eye. These happen maybe 2-3 times a year, with a fuzzy blurring of my vision moving from center to lateral over a period of 20-30 minutes. No headache or other symptoms, just a benign blurring. But NOW?! …as I’m launching into reading seventeen very challenging Tok Pisin verses? You can likely guess that my momentary flesh VS spirit wrestling match happened again (now for the third time in one morning!), and in my mind I actually said “not today Satan!” and continued to read with my head slightly tilted to view the words with just my left eye.
It took a couple minutes, but I managed to read those verses with appreciative murmuring coming from the congregation as seeds of Truth landed on fertile soil. I then reviewed some essential Gospel truths about who we are as believers, and how in spite of being stuck in the flesh, daily making mistakes, the Lord God sees His Son Jesus in us, and loves us eternally as His own. We also covered Galatians 5:22-25 Fruits of the Spirit as evidence of the character of Christ flowing through us, and 1 Corinthians 13:1-8 as a clearer understanding of His Love.
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit.
I challenged them to consider what fruits they are bearing as evidence of Jesus as their Lord and Savior. I read to them 2 Corinthians 5:17 as a way of encouragement to step into NEW LIFE, freedom from shame, the enemy’s lies, and former habits of the world. I felt the presence of the Holy Spirit moving through my words, leading me to each new verse, and after each reading the volume of the people's rejoicing grew - a heart-filling confirmation.
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!
I then shared the hardship of my brain tumor patient, and reviewed those John 15 verses about followers of Christ being pruned, a painful change to ultimately bear more Kingdom fruit. I encouraged them to consider their hardships as a blessing instead of a curse - exercise is painful at times but it makes you stronger.
I am the true vine, and my father is the gardener. He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit He prunes, so that it will be even more fruitful.
After the service and MANY kind handshakes (Rachel received a BIG hug from a sweet little girl), I discovered our vehicle wouldn’t start again, this in spite of letting it idle during half the service. Haha, well praise the Lord, there wasn’t any frustration or worry on my part. After so many disruptions to the “expected” today this was now just part of the adventure of following Jesus and spending more time with people. I decided the best bet would be to flag down a passing vehicle and request a jumpstart. The first vehicle was a police Cruiser, which I was certain would stop, but then didn’t. Nor did the next two, and then someone told me to wait as all the vehicles were part of a funeral procession. Whoops! A few taxi vans and mac trucks passed, and one pickup truck going way too fast to slow down, and then I asked the Lord to send just the right person our way. A silver Cruiser going slower caught my attention and I waved repeatedly, miming for him to turn off the road as he passed by. It took him a bit to find a place to pull off and turn around, but he made it back to us and pulled into the SDA entrance. He said he knew me (jaw drop!) and had seen me leaving Kudjip earlier, that he was family with the Kudjip head of security (Silas) and father of a Med Student currently rotating at the hospital. God provided just the right man!
After many unsuccessful attempts to jumpstart our vehicle, our friend towed the truck out to the road and we attempted to roll-start the truck. While many of us gamely pushing the truck down the highway an engine-savvy older gent tried to turn over the engine, but to no avail. Then as we doggedly pushed the truck back to the SDA entrance who should arrive but Silas himself, head of Kudjip security, ready to save the day. We got the two vehicles nose to nose and they cleverly swapped the batteries, using the fresh Silas truck battery to start our vehicle, then with it running, swap the batteries back out. Hazzah!
What an eventful morning! And Jesus was right there with us at each moment with just the right measure of wisdom, patience, joy, and love. The momentary challenges and changes to our plans are indeed a blessing as the Spirit prunes us to bear more fruit. We pray this story finds you in a Spiritual place ready to wrestle with these verses and truths yourself. HE is worthy!
But the Lord said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.